March 4, 2011

Dear Family,

So, I sent the package on Wednesday, so you should get it soon, but here are a few of the things that have happened, that I wrote about.

Sunday: I was called to be the District Leader for the remaining 4 weeks.
Monday: I taught the first lesson is Spanish for the FIRST time!!!!! Wow, was it difficult, but I enjoyed it.
Tuesday: I found out that my visa has gotten through, and all of the visas for those going to Culiacan Mexico. We will be leaving on time!
Wednesday: We took a ride up to the consulate in Salt Lake City, to sign some papers.

So yeah, this week has been quite the experience for me. I really have been pushed to grow so much, and I have learned that I must rely on the Lord. There will be no way for me to accomplish the things that he has planned for me. It is scary, and yet comforting.
I had a growing experience this week. I'll tell you what I wrote in my journal. "I had a marvelous experience just a few moments ago. I looked out into the corridor, and I saw this missionary sitting out on the floor. As I walked away, I distinctly remember thinking that he looked sad. I then received the impression to go back and say something to him. I promptly discounted that notion. Then it came back stronger, and I really could not stop thinking about it. I even thought, "is this the Spirit?". Yet I still fought. The reason why was unclear, though I believe that I was just scared, and didn't know what to say. When I finally decided that the Lord was trying to guide me, I was still scared, but I bowed my head, and offered a quick prayer. As I walked back, the whole way, I was praying to the Lord to help me know what to say. Heavenly Father did bless me this night. I do not know if anything I said or did will affect the life of Elder Ferrera, but my life was greatly improved by the testimony of that Elder." By following the promptings of the Spirit, I have been brought closer to Christ. This is because, I was doing what Jesus would want me to do. This experience also goes along with my purpose as a missionary. Invite others to come unto Christ.

I need to have courage to follow the promptings of the Spirit, without delay, so then Jesus, can develop a trust in me.

I'm glad to hear about all of the things at home, and greatly enjoy your letters.

I love you all so much, and I pray for you always.
Love
Elder Graeme Johnson