April 30, 2012

Dear Family, I am greatly saddened upon receiving the news of Grandma Sampson´s death. It comes as quite a shock, seeing as how I was not informed by my Mission President. I must say, it is quite difficult to bear the news. It actually has not quite set in yet. I just feel kind of numb. Sometimes we get set into a routine in life, and when something interrupts that routine, it is not welcome. I am so grateful for the gospel, and the hope that it gives me. The funny thing is, even with this knowledge and hope for life after death, it still hurts. A lot. I draw consolation from the fact that Grandma is in a much better place. (refer to Alma 40:11-12) I love the scriptures. I cannot imagine life without them. How difficult it would be. I love Grandma, and I sure will miss her physical presence, and her love. Some of my fondest memories of Grandma would be the many occasions when we would go over to her house for Family Dinner. It was always one of those things that I just really looked forward to. Being together as a family. It is such a wonderful experience. I will always remember her smile, and the great interest that she took in the lives of each of her grandchildren. She really loved us, and found great joy in our accomplishments. I was privileged to come to know her, and take part in her life. Mother, I know that she loved you. I may not be a great author, or poet, and I cannot thoroughly express my feelings in this moment, but I just would like to leave you with this thought. One of the many things that I have learned over the course of these past fifteen months, is that one of the greatest influences in our lives are our parents. You, as my parents have shown me on various occasions that you love me. Through you words, your smiles, and your actions. If you follow that logic... Mother and Father, you have made me very proud. I am honored to be your son, and I know that our family will be together forever. God has promised us that. There are times when, as imperfect people, we do not live up to expectations, or we do not fulfill promises once made. God, however, is perfect. His love is perfect. His plan is perfect. And all His promises will be fulfilled. I love you very much. I wish you all the very best, and the consolation of our Heavenly Father in this up-coming week. I must now go to work. Love Elder Johnson